confessions

being back in texas reminds me of how much i miss it. the people have always been good and the weather is pretty stinkin nice.

but...i dont think that i am ready to return to the south just yet. a big part of me does (the part that gets frozen and would like to be thawed)...but not yet.

part of me feels if i were to come back too soon, if at all, it would undo what has been done thus far, and forgo that which is to come.