yeah, i dunno

dont know why i try, and yet why i give up so easily.

can i even yell? ever feel like you have been taught so much not to do something because it was not polite or it inconvenienced someone? and that is how life is taught to you, and for the most part you buy in...or at least you do when you get older...maybe you see the truth in this, or maybe you are fed up with hearing ..... from everyone or just maybe you have forgotten what it was you were going after in the first place.


when you were young you used to break the system. why? was it to get attention, was it because it was who you are? what happened?

so many options now-a-days...it can bite you in the keister.

do you like to see yourself squirm?

emotion...what is that like?


yell.



cant bring yourself to do it can you?



maybe when you can, is when you will be ready









i see the struggle, but yet cant grasp it. cant bring myself to look too long at it...and yet one side wins when you dont.

welp, groove is gone. guess music tends to do that. was listening to natasha bedingfield.

anyways, got done watching quiz show. good movie. thought it had some applications for today. if i really cared, or wanted to i might give some, but maybe i feel as if i a smarter of i think i have an inkling of an idea, but dont follow through in its entire completion.

do you believe everything that you see today, everything that you hear. we are told to be trustful of what we see and hear, and yet shunned when we try to go the long way.

what kind of c-rap are you feeding yourself. do you really believe this, or are you simply writing words on the page?


you dont try